最近，我的知己生了她生命里最宝贵的一胎。
恭喜！恭喜！愿你赶快康复，赶快再来一胎，哈哈！！

一个的生命的开始，莫过于天下父母都有一种说不出的感动，疼爱与珍惜。
一个怀胎10个月的婴儿，和妈妈有着同一个体温，食同一样东西，
睡觉，上班，做家务，喜怒哀乐都在一起。

10个月后的某一天，10个月后，和自己分享一切的婴儿出世了。
从此，体温就不再相同，喜怒哀乐，各有不同。
然而，身为父母，对孩子的细心，无论孩子9个月，还是99岁，
还是一如既往，心甘情愿，无怨无悔。

在佛教经典里，有一本“父母恩重难报经”，
行里间的字字句句，都让我难忘。
就好像一本故事书，讲述为人父母，付出的，能有多深，就有多深！
不是说我是什么孝女，但至少我做的一切，让父母安心。
从前有一位前辈对我说，
与其说孩子是向父母讨债的，父母是还债的，
不如说父母给了孩子一个机会来到世间，与你有缘

总是有很多人很害怕黑暗，黑夜，

不管是周围的黑暗，还是心理上遇到的黑夜，

那种伸手不见五指，没有了方向，惊慌，无助，头皮发麻的感觉，

一双眼睛，看也看不清，努力地睁开，看见的，还是漆黑一片，

心里会有一把声音在挣扎，告诉自己要勇敢，要有勇气的克服。

小时候，家人就说，我是最勇敢，年纪还小，

不必开灯，就可以独自一人，回房间睡觉，去厨房倒水。

其实，有哪个小孩不怕黑？我也不例外。

只是，心想，只要习惯了，以后就会不怕。

因为在黑暗里，没有安全感，周围没有什么是可以依靠，除了自己。

因为人习惯了光明带来的安全感，理所当然地觉得，一切都有把握。

因为人害怕黑暗带来的恐惧感，所以缺乏安全感。

其实，夜有夜的美，

因为夜里，虽然伸手不见五指，看不清前方

可是有星星，月亮，

不管再漆黑，月亮的光，星星的闪烁都衬托夜里的美。

就好比心理的黑暗，

人遇上困难，就缺乏安全感，因此而软弱。

心中的彷徨，无助，就会盖过理性。

须知道，人需要勇气，坚强的敖立在风雪中。

就好象月亮和星星，在黑暗里，让人觉得有一丝的光，熬过漫长的黑夜，

别忘了风雪过后，春风还是会吹暖大地。

漫长的夜晚，也会看到晨曦。

熟悉陌生的黑夜，才会觉得有归属感白天，

挺过了风雪，才会有梅花般坚强。

每逢佳节倍思亲，一年一度中秋近。
世界各地的游子，有没有回家过中秋呢？
世界各地的华人，都在忙着制作月饼，
各式各样，各种口味，不同文化与家庭传统，层出不穷，
都会为每年的中秋节增添很多的不同风味。

吃月饼，赏月色，点灯笼。
我儿时的记忆，想起都很窝心。
我应该是很传统的人，喜欢庆祝传统节日，
中秋，新年，冬至等等。。
在外国过中秋，别有一般风味，
听着老外问我，月饼是什么，中秋节又有什么意思？
我很乐意解释，也很乐意分享月饼的滋味。

和朋友庆祝，与家人团圆，
只要大家开心，珍惜。
下星期五，就是中秋节。
也提早祝大家，人月两团圆，喜庆中秋。

颜色，能代表一个人的心情。
颜色，能让一个人抒发自己。
对我而言，颜色让我想起很多人和事。
白色和青色，是人间慈悲基金会的义跑t-shirt,
白色和粉红色，是我在出国前，有几个好朋友，
送我的一间外套。
灰色，是一位朋友送我的生日小熊。
褐色和紫色，是我爷爷送我的毕业熊娃娃。
红色和青色，是奶奶送我的毕业花篮。
黑色和红色，是爸爸买我的手提电脑的颜色。
花花色，红橙黄绿蓝靛紫，是小时候，妈妈从很远的地方，买了一本日记簿给我。
黑色，是我用了很多年的巨杯，和那知己一起买。
黑色，也是师公的墨汁，写了无数的墨宝，启发了很多人，认真思考。
红白蓝黄，是小时候，和邻居玩耍的游乐场。


我很感恩，我没有色盲。
因为，颜色让周围的东西变得不再灰暗。
因为有颜色，才看得见彩虹，才造就了很多美丽的童话。
今天的你，有没有一种颜色，让你想起以往的故事？

Its been awhile updating my blog. 

Well peeps, how's life going on?

Although Mother's day had over,

but thought of blogging something about my dearest mum. 

My mum is a housewife now. 

But I always admire the way she presented herself.
Confidence, in control and patience.

I remember when I was kid, 

She always bring me to her office.

Now, at that time, her office was my playground, because she works in a toy company.

Lots of toys and barbie dolls, plush, doll house, hot wheels, gundam, everything a kid likes. 

Later on, she works in a stationary company.

Colour markers, crayon, play dough, cool and unique pencils and pens, and many other stationeries...

Now, what I see is, people are coming into her office and telling her stories, well at that time,
Makes me wonder why all these people coming in and out, phones ringing and hanging...

And by the way, she looks scary and serious. I'm lucky I was never once her staff. (*peace hand sign*)

She always tell me, study hard and one day you will be like me, and one day, you will have your own office.

When she was at home, and when I fall sick,

She turns into a different person.

She's not the person I saw her in her office.

She is my mother. She looks after me.

Nagging at home. Help me with my homework.

Shopping with her at the wet market. 

I always want to learn from her, 

Her confidence, her ability juggling between work and home.

Her patience, she never bring home work stress,

Her attitude, the way she handle people,

Her social skills, never once I saw her point her fingers at a person and scream at them.

Well, now, she is housewife, 

because she decided to look after us and spend more time at home. 

So grateful that she spent her time and effort. Well, should say she like a chameleon,

You will always know she's there. 

Well, to me, everyday is mother's day to me. 

人生无常，无常人生。

小时候，每个小孩都是开心，无邪，无忧无虑。

纵然父母有什么忧愁，

也不会要他们的孩子忧愁，

只要他们看到孩子开心，他们就会满足。

有时候，我真的在想，

没父母的孩子，

是多么恐慌，因为我深深体会。

小时候，父母是保暖壶。

孩子会觉得父母的呵护，是必然。

当孩子长大时，父母是闹钟。

孩子觉得父母总是碎碎念，提醒与提点，是当然。

当孩子到了中年，父母是空气。

孩子开始懂得与体谅父母，也时时刻刻的惦记父母，这是当然。

当孩子慢慢的开始老了，父母是宝石。

开始觉得，父母的爱很珍贵，很舍不得父母，孝顺父母是必然。

父母的奉献是无私，今天的你，

有没有对你的父母嘘寒问暖？

Been busy since new year...
Well, lesson in life number 1,
nothing will last forever, and nothing will be the same once they are gone forever.
I know a lot of people know, appreciate what you have,
but, there are still a lot of people don't know.

Recently lost one of my auntie.
This auntie is one of the close auntie who see me grow up,
and always not afraid of my mum, always buy treats for me.
I did went back and visit her,
and I do know that she will be gone one day, because of her medical condition,
However, I wasn't shock, nor surprise, that she is gone now, forever.
And to those people out there thinks your parents is going to stay with you forever and hold your hands,
maybe you need to invent some kind of potion to preserve them.

Many people say, nurses are numb when it comes to death.
Well for me, I have families, and friends, plus looking at the industry I'm working,
its not easy for me to see someone pass away.
Although death in nursing home is a normal thing, for me,
it's hard for me to see my relatives, or elderlies in nursing pass...
Nurses are actually the worst ones when it comes to death.

Lesson in life number 2,
if you can't change the situation you are in now,
change your perception, your thoughts and also change your attitude.
and the most important thing is, never afraid to accept new changes.
There's too many storms and waves in life.
Sometimes might be smooth sailing, and luck is always beside you,
but they are not there always, nor forever.
I have gone through storms, and I can tell you,
it's never easy to sail in storms as you will get hurt and cut,
and it's a test to see if you survived, or sink deep.

I think I just survived one of the storm,
and there's another one coming.
Well let's hope I don't sink deep and survived this one.