Been busy since new year...
Well, lesson in life number 1,
nothing will last forever, and nothing will be the same once they are gone forever.
I know a lot of people know, appreciate what you have,
but, there are still a lot of people don't know.

Recently lost one of my auntie.
This auntie is one of the close auntie who see me grow up,
and always not afraid of my mum, always buy treats for me.
I did went back and visit her,
and I do know that she will be gone one day, because of her medical condition,
However, I wasn't shock, nor surprise, that she is gone now, forever.
And to those people out there thinks your parents is going to stay with you forever and hold your hands,
maybe you need to invent some kind of potion to preserve them.

Many people say, nurses are numb when it comes to death.
Well for me, I have families, and friends, plus looking at the industry I'm working,
its not easy for me to see someone pass away.
Although death in nursing home is a normal thing, for me,
it's hard for me to see my relatives, or elderlies in nursing pass...
Nurses are actually the worst ones when it comes to death.

Lesson in life number 2,
if you can't change the situation you are in now,
change your perception, your thoughts and also change your attitude.
and the most important thing is, never afraid to accept new changes.
There's too many storms and waves in life.
Sometimes might be smooth sailing, and luck is always beside you,
but they are not there always, nor forever.
I have gone through storms, and I can tell you,
it's never easy to sail in storms as you will get hurt and cut,
and it's a test to see if you survived, or sink deep.

I think I just survived one of the storm,
and there's another one coming.
Well let's hope I don't sink deep and survived this one.